Content Warnings: Self-deprecation, break-up, grief, heartbreak
Hey Grandma! I miss you so much. I wish you were here. I am going through a really bad heartbreak right now. I wish you were here just so I could hold you and cry. I know I would just feel so loved and strong with you by my side. I love him, Grandma. I want him so bad. I love him, and he is everything I want in a man. I think I messed up. Please talk to me and tell me what I should do. You always knew what to say. You would have loved how much he puts me and family first. I didn’t do the same and now he doesn’t want me. I am so sad. Grandma, I remember speaking to you about the man I wanted and it’s him and he won’t ever love me the same as he used to. My heart feels like it’s breaking and I don’t know what to do.
