Content Warnings: swearing, anxiety, depression, self deprecation, panic attacks, social ostracization, social stress, reproductive issues
My body’s giving up on me. My uterus is a week late and I’m getting tests later. My hands hurt. Right next to my a**, on the right side is torn and I can’t ride my bike. My knees hurt. My mouth is sore and I feel like I’m gonna have an anxiety attack every two seconds. I have a bad feeling that G*** is gonna leave me and I’m gonna get kicked out. I’ve been praying more than normal. I lost Ar** right before the hurricane and now she’s trying to hurt me. I lost E** and Gr*** and that whole group. Al**** and I are arguing, and my family just ignores me even if I am hosting.
