Content Warnings: Self-doubt, anxiety
Dear friend,
I’m feeling pretty good today. It feels weird to say that, honestly, and it’s moments like these that make me question whether or not life can actually feel this good. I’m just waiting for my life to flip on its head.
As much as I love being in a good mental headspace, I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t slightly terrifying. Sometimes I wonder if I actually deserve to be happy, because I haven’t really felt that way all these years.
Instead of filling my head with self-doubt, maybe I should take a second, breathe in, and see my life for what it is. For the first time in 5 years, I feel happy—at peace with myself and my life. My past, my present, and my future. None of these things seem nearly as scary as they used to. I just wanna take it all in, and maybe there’s a good chance that things won’t stay this way forever, but I wanna capture the moment while I still can.
Love,
A friend
